feel the rain guys ;)

nahan emosi

yah cuma itu yang bisa aku lakuin sekarang
aku harus gimana lagi
aku gak tau harus berbuat apa
aku gak bisa apa-apa
yang aku bisa cuma nangis bombay 
menyesali semua kesalahan yang pernah aku lakuin

i'm useless
yes
i know it

aku tau
aku ini cuma beban
beban buat orang-orang yang aku sayang
beban buat orang-orang yang menyayangiku

Christina Perri - A Thousand Years

Heart beats fastColors and promisesHow to be braveHow can I love when I'm afaraid to fallBut watching you stand aloneAll of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow
One step closer
I have died everyday waiting for youDarling don't be afraid I have loved youFor a thousand yearsI'll love you for a thousand more
Time stands stillBeauty in all she isI will be braveI will not let anything take awayWhat's standing in front of meEvery breathEvery hour has come to this
One step closer
I have died everyday waiting for youDarling don't be afraid I have loved youFor a thousand yearsI'll love you for a thousand more
And all along I believed I would find youTime has brought your heart to meI have loved you for a thousand yearsI'll love you for a thousand more
One step closerOne step closer
I have died everyday waiting for youDarling don't be afraid I have loved youFor a thousand yearsI'll love you for a thousand more
And all along I believed I would find youTime has brought your heart to meI have loved you for a thousand yearsI'll love you for a thousand more

beautiful isn't it? :)

pagi ini
pagi pertama di bulan desember
dia yang kurindukan akhirnya tiba
hujan
ya
aku merindukan hujan

terima kasih Tuhan
telah mempertemukanku kembali dengannya
terima kasih awan
telah rela berpisah dengan sahabatmu
sahabat terbaikmu
hujan

walau hanya sejenak memandangmu
tapi aku bersyukur
aku masih sempat menitipkan sebuah salam
salam indah dariku untuk seseorang di seberang sana
hujan

aku merindukannya..